i am truly sorry.
dont bother reading this. its a waste of time. you will waste your time.
dont bother. just dont bother.
dont bother to care. not worth the time. im sorry im feeling this way. no one is at fault, but me. n even so, im so reluctant to point the finger at myself. but upon saying that, i suddenly feel that im so detestable.
bleargh.
in any case, i apologise to all, esp to those who are v close to me. im v v sorry. just let me be like this for a while n w tha,t let me b on my own as well.
sorry.
Li.
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10:11 PM
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wello!
here to publicise something...
my mom bakes cakes! only 2 so far tho. marble cake and orange sponge cake. i think there's one more.. orange chocholate cake. cost - $15 bucks each. cheap eh? so yeah.. if u want to order/buy just contact me! (doesnt matter if its during the festive season or not. gd rite?)
=)
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8:15 PM
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oh yes.. a picture that i would like to share with all of u. its from open house.
slightly blur, i noe. sorry for that. hehe.
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2:41 PM
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i am updating my blog!! (here is when u readers clap for me)
to make things easier, way way easier for me...i'll just list down the things that have happened. highlights rather. hehe.. lazy lah.
- fasting month
- promos
- pj open house (my class made a profit of 100 odd bucks)
- promos results (AAB. Lit: E GP: D)
- amunching race (was fun running around. loved the rushing and all. hehe. thanks ting ting, alvin, diana, skae)
- got back result slip (overall grades - AAA Lit: E GP: D)
- watched movies (this is a highlight too ok? pathetic u thk? go n die la. haha)
so now im working on 2 things mainly. PW OP as well as the metro-sif project. and hey, i still havent jalan raya ok?? (pathetic u thk? ok la.. u can go ahead and continue thinking that way)
sigh. so bored. oh well. i guess that is it... here's a poem that little peanut wrote during one of our lit lessons.
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How can two so different be so alike?
One skin so dark and the other so light.
They go around together, like peas in a pod.
They walk side by side in sync, more often than not.
One face wears a smile, the other a frown.
One holds her head up high, the other stares at the ground.
How can two so different be so alike?
I don't know. All I know is that they may be different,
but when they're together- they never fight.
Guess being different isn't so bad after all.
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cool eh? sounds familiar? well, it does to me and sk. heeehe. thanks pea for the poem.
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2:05 PM
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on 31 Aug........
went to pioneer (did not pon sch) in the morning for the tchers' day celebration. collected the house exco shirt. *ahem* also, ACES dance was cancelled due to the rain. concert was interesting even the emcees' bit, altho i already know some stuffs lah. but yeahh..
hmmm...went to mrs annie loh to give her our wishes and the present from the exco. mr tan b.k. as well. i felt kind of sry that i did not get anything for mrs loh and my STs. broke lah. haha. i owe someone 6bucks some more.
went back 2 bp. wheee.
the place felt weird. i mean i know the place well but it just feel weird to be there. should have gone up to my class. but waaaiit.. that class is ermm...scary. mayb shd haf just gone up to the lvl 4 classrooms. oh well.
met a lot of ex-bpians of coz. talked and crap... and ate (of coz). and talked and talked. o well... thre can never be an end to talking i guess.
1st sept......
dad and janice's bday. i really nvr forget. i cant lah. but somehow i forgot to wish jan a happy birthday. oops.. so well.. jan, if ure reading this which im not very sure that u will.... HAPPY BIRTHDAY. =)
birthdays....hmm.. brother's birthday in 2days - 5sept. ahaha.. i am in need of cash. so can i smile at you ppl and hope that you'll GIVE me some..? heh.
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8:18 AM
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1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesnt make sense. NO CHEATING! 4. Tag 10 people to play this game too.
5. Bold the questions and answers that swack
okay.. diana told me to do this.. so here:
How are you feeling today?
(Everything i do) i do it for you.
lol.. ermm.. ok.. well.. am i supposed to be in love or something? yeahh.. ok lor.. i am then. i am (supposedly) in love and i guess i do (really do) quite a bit of things for others. (this btw has no link to being in love. or supposedly in love for dat matter). well...in a sense, if you just look at the title, it kind of seem as if im pissed off. haha. but no, i am a happy person.
Will you get far in life?
Love chronicle (Bright Future Instrumental) - anime Full Moon Wo Sagashite
well.. it seems i haf i bright future and so i will get far in life. but.. but.. ermm.. love chronicle? hmmmmm...
How do your friends see you?
Always with Me (Piano Instrumental) - anime Spirited Away
well... i think my frens feel that i am always there for them when they need me...be it whether to haf fun with them.. to be a listening ear.. to understand them and anything and everythg. this includes needing a person who has finished hw (to photocopy) or just someone black to be around. hehe.
and i really hope this is true. =)
Will you get married?
Disillusion (Instrumental) - anime Fate/Stay Night
From dictionary.com "disillusion" means to free or deprive of illusion. and so, i will only get married once i am free and deprive of illusion. in other words, currently my idea of a marriage is something that is like a fairy tale..sth dat ends with a happy ending like dat? lol.
What is your best friend's theme song?
Alone (Piano Instrumental) - anime Gensoumaden Saiyuki
hah.... no comments.. just filled with this feeling of hmm... sadness + inevitability? coz this is true to some extent i guess. we are all incomplete people inside. perfect though.
What is the story of your life?
Hishoku no Sora (Instrumental) - anime Shakugan no Shana
i haf no idea what this means... so can i say.. i haf no idea what the story of my life is like? i mean its there lah (the story i mean)... but i guess i just need help in figuring it out. yeahh.. i just know sora = sky. btw, i dun even watch the anime. simply downloaded the instrumental. eheh.
What was high school like?
Alone (Piano Instrumental) - anime Gensoumaden Saiyuki
ehh.. i got back the same song.
hmm.. high school.. bp huh. alone? quite.. not always tho. actually.. almost never. its just dat i feel quite lonely in 3p3/4p3 lah. yeahh.. its just the class.. not dat nice.
heh.. but got np last time bah (love the np family) and now i haf 06s14. musnt forget own friends of coz. bwahahaha.
How can you get ahead in life?
Swordsman of Water (Piano Instrumental) - Flame of Recca
by being the swordsman of water...i can get ahead in life. O.o
heheh. in the anime, the swordsman is someone who is...skilled and cool (as in really cool-headed). smart too. quite good looking as well.. hehehe. i thk i really like the cool headed bit. but hey.. i like the idead of being a real swordsman too u noe! hehe.
What is the best thing about your friends?
Broken Wings (Piano Instrumental) - anime Trinity Blood
hehehe.. my friends are imperfect (and yet perfect friends). i love them for dat. they are however nowhere near like an angel. hehhe.
What is in store for this weekend?
Aozora (Instrumental) - anime Air
aozora means blue sky and yes.. i will be going to sentosa for a recce tmr. will haf a blue sky above me throughout. so i guess i'll be out this wkend during the day~~ hehe. cool.
What song describes you?
Nostalgia (Piano & Orchestra) - anime Air
yeahhh.. this suits me. hey.. cmon.. just look at my url.
To describe your grandparents?
For Real (Piano Instrumental) - anime Gensoumaden Saiyuki
well... my grdparents are for real of coz. hehe.
How is your life going?
What Makes You Different (Makes You Beautiful) - Backstreet Boys
ehhh.. ermm.. okay... im different from others currently..? yeahh.. i wake up at 3-4am. that's different enuf. hehe. well... i strive for originality more than half the time. dats all i can say.
What song will they play at your funeral?
Aozora (Instrumental) - anime Air
yes2.. same song. seems like my shuffle not very good hor..
but okay.. err... well.. on my funeral... the sky will be blue. silence. sadness. yet there's peace.
How does the world see you?
Have a Nice Day - Bon Jovi
haha.. the world sees me as a someone who live my own life and as someone who is positive. i guess this is really how the world sees me. seems true. wow.. nth dat nonsensical so far. cool!
Will you have a happy life?
The Distance - Oliver James
ahh.. err.. hmm.. how do i link this back to the qn, tell me?
try ah:
err... no? a happy life seems to be far away from me. hahaha.
What do your friends really think of you?
More Than Words - Westlife
i am beyond description. thats it. hehe
Do people secretly lust after you?
Sadness and Sorrow (Instrumental) - anime Naruto
apparently they do and they are sad about it. LOL.
How can I make myself happy?
I Believe - movie Honey
ooh.. i just have to believe in myself. that is all.
What should you do with your life?
You Got Game? - anime Prince of Tennis
well...apparently it seems dat i have to constantly be in a game. life's a game they say. hah. there you go.
Will you ever have children?
That's Where You Find Love - Westlife
i guess this means yes? provided, i must find love and also must be disillusioned.
haha.. so zhun ah? as in the song seems to suit the qns! not all but most~
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okay.. thats done and dat was fun. hehehehe..
ooh.. i welcome anyone who wants to do this. do tell me if uve done it. *smiles*
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10:43 PM
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Oh look!! i changed my blogskin. love the flash animation.
anyway.. here's one picture that i would love to share with you guys. enjoy. hehehee.. (plz dun freak out)
credit of this picture goes to
nocturnal-devil
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4:37 PM
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ironic foreshadowing.
dats a literature technique that Austen uses rite? (i rmb Mrs Chua saying sth like that)
lol. literature. literature. literature.
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5:46 PM
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